Open RP Post!

[krasnaya_vdova]

• Leave me a starter, an idea, a picture, whatever you like! Give me as much or as little detail as you like and I'll work something out!
• No brainwashing or related themes without prior discussion, but otherwise have at! I can work her into any canonpoint.
• M/F for shipping, open to anything for friendship.
• Open to anyone, whether or not we've played before, crosscanon, whatever. Give me things!
• Open to smut, but if you're gonna have sexy references in the top level label the subject line pls.
• Hit me up on Plurk (natalia_vdova) or Dicord (natalia_vdova#0150) or PM if you want to plot something.

Comments

[krasnaya_vdova]

Yeah, but why are you?

[Ava has nightmares so her sleep is pretty erratic, to put it nicely. Steph seems to handle things better so-- color her a little curious.]

[stephanierogers]

Thinking a lot I guess.

[krasnaya_vdova]

I hear that's dangerous.
But, I'm here if you wanna talk about it.

[stephanierogers]

Only if you talk about why you're awake.

[ Fair trade and all.]

[krasnaya_vdova]

Alright.

[She feels almost like she's been tricked, but she can't quite say no to Steph, even when it's not accompanied by blue eyes.]

But you go first.

[stephanierogers]

I keep thinking about the choices I've made lately. So many things are destroyed and I don't know what to do.

It's my fault.

Your turn.

[ They both had so many things haunting them but maybe they could work some of it out together.

To think she meant to send something a little more sexy. Whoops. ]

[krasnaya_vdova]

Yeah, I know how that can be.

I think about Hydra a lot. That if I'd realized that SHIELD wasn't supposed to be so messed up, I could have said something. Maybe stopped them before all that happened.

[So, yes: she gets thinking about choices and feeling like you've made the wrong ones. And that's not even touching Bucky.]

I have nightmares. A lot.
Sometimes they're just memories. Sometimes they're worse.

[stephanierogers]

No one knew about Shield. It had everyone fooled because we all wanted to believe in what it's supposed to stand for.

It's not your fault. You couldn't have known.

[ She could absolve others but not herself. But she took more onto her shoulders so no one else needed to. ]

Not a lot to do there but to try to forgive yourself.

To work through it.

I have nightmares too.